I’m too afraid to cut myself with any blade or sharp thing…but I do scratch my legs till I bleed.

I don’t do it on purpose though…I’ve just been so horribly itchy but now… I think I do it without the actual need to itch.

Soon scars will cover my legs and I’ll ask myself what was wrong with me when I did it all.

Uh oh. And nothing helps with the itch. Cream or no cream. Shower or no shower. I’ve even cut my nails and still I somehow wake up at night with burning calves or thighs as I’d been subconsciously itching in my dreams.

So bad. Sooooooo bad.

To do list: STOP SCRATCHING